Telluride Daily Planet, Sunday, October 16, 2011
Max was a diminutive tenant in a very large house. Although he did not physically grow to fit his space — like the goldfish in our pond did — he was asked to stretch his spirit and behavior, to respond to the towering giants around him and try new things. We spoiled him with rose petals, clover and his baffling favorite, the cover of TV Guide (the chewing of which could be heard across a room like a typewriter).
Of course, he exhibited the typical piggie behaviors — the “wheeking,” the noisy shudders, the happy jumping. He wheeked to the sound of the refrigerator door opening, but also to our calling his name. At night in front of the TV, even my dad would take a turn holding him. But only my brother Eric could get Max to flip onto his back, trust his human keeper enough for a belly rub.
When Max died of pneumonia, shortly after our return from vacation one summer, the vet told my mother — who was devastated by the news — that he thought our Maximilian really had died of a broken heart, having been lost without his people, the love, the stimulation, the learning curve.
As the days get shorter, darker, and colder — a natural time for us to venture in and within — I’m thinking about Max, his small testimonials to neuroplasticity, and our own tendencies the other way, toward habitual behaviors. Those grooves and ruts, the things we defend as time saving and efficient and easy and comfortable — even graceful. Especially as we age, we are prone to ask exactly what the harm is in routine.
What is the harm in swinging my legs out of the same side of the bed every morning, while having the same kinds of thoughts I always have as my feet touch the floor? What is the harm in sitting in the same chair for my morning toast and coffee, looking through the same window at the same view? It’s my ritual, can’t I keep it sacred, for Pete’s sake? Is it hurting anyone?
It may be hurting you. One of the fundamental concepts of neuroplasticity is that connections in the brain are constantly being “pruned” and neural pathways rechanneled and recreated. This means that by new behaviors and thoughts we can forge new and healthier pathways — despite shrinking numbers of neurons. That with new pathways we actually change the form and functioning of the nervous system itself. We stretch it. We grow it. We risk wide open flooring to get to a more interesting room.
The real question is what, exactly, will snatch us from our narrow and narrowing grooves, the gray-matter paths we tread with the shoes of habitual thought and action? A vague sense of atrophy? Of rigidity? A yearning for freedom, flexibility and cannier engagement in the present moment?
Or, in a moment of grace and neuroplasticity, will we eat breakfast in bed one day, look up from our cheese omelet, and realize just how beautiful — and liberating — the view is?
2 Replies to “Adventures in neuroplasticity! (featuring Max)”
I remember Max. One more element of Max lore:
We were concerned, when holding Max while watching TV, that he might have an “accident” since he was after all “just” a rodent with a tiny brain. So we placed him, at first, on an old rag just in case.
But I can’t remember Max ever having an accident, rag or not. Instead, when he had to go, he’d run up your chest from the lap, grab a hold of the pointy tip of a collar (or proximate substitute) and yank repeatedly several times. We quickly learned his language.
We became part of Max’ family, part of his tool set, and he developed a way of communicating to tell us what he needed from us. Just like dogs, and other pets. Maybe there are a lot of things we can learn from animals about how to become better humans.
Aw. I forgot the collar pull!! Thanks, bro.